Mawarmerah

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Time flies so fast, wheather we noticed or not it is already reach the end of the year. Well, so many things happened and changed mylife. I am now turn to other person whom for sure burden with many responsibilities. I am as a mum, wife and student. Really don't believe it! but i am thanked to Allah given me a change to be what I want to be.

As a wife to a humble husband, of course no other thing is be obedient. He is the one that i am rely with. Hopefully my partner till the end of my life...amin!

As a mum to a cutey pumpkin Nuha, of course i want to love her. i want her to be a good child in future and contribute a good thing to family....amin!

As a student to a strict supervisor, of course i want to complete my study.It is not easy to say, there's a lot of explaination which sometimes I coudnot tell.....but what I want is to finish my study as ths is one of my dreams...amin!

The promising day...

Assalamualaikum to all dearly frens,

The day that i've been waiting for such a long time has come. I am not sure about it..or actually it was a dreamt that would be passing by me...I hope it would be the reality....After taking a long thought of a big decision in my life and after a sweet talk with my fiance..we actually had come to the final desicion...which so called 'the promising day'..ya I guess i was about doing the not right decision(people said it so) but then it was the final decision that actually will reflect my whole life...At first, when I proposed the matter to my beloved family they argued with the decision which they said it was still early and I should consider my study first. Ya, it is true that we need hear whatever our family talk and advise..but then it again comes to our decision....I know my mum at this moment not satisfied with my decision but i am pretty sure she will agree and bless my decision....Insyaallah by next week, I will give an official invitation to all my frens...

P/S: Hoping that this is my Mr Right at the right time

What a life

assalamualaikum my dearest frens...

I guess, it was a long silence since i received the offer from KUSTEM..ya right..my days full with a lot of activities that sometimes make me feel bored and tired....rite now am bussying myself preparing the PHD proposal which i don't really confidence or qualified to do it!hahaha..i could say it almost completed 80%...but the other 20%..stuck with the theoretical framework...i could say im the first malaysian kut do that kind of research...ape tak yer...cari2 gak for the related journals...ya ALLAH nak menangis rasa....but i think this is something fun and adventure..ni tengah waiting for my IETLS results...At first i wish to go for UK universities..tapi bila dah duk exam tu..baru tau english yang depa gunakan guite susah.... :(tapi tak pe...i know that i could it..."go..go...chaiyok!" , i am also bussying with the class at MIIM (akademi TV3)...need to prepare for their notes, quizzes and assignment....oh my days!...

PHD, Proposal, IETSL exam...

assalamualaikum.... selamat raya..since we still in raya mood so i think its still ok for me to wish everyone..last day, i went to KUSTEM for PHD briefing..its quite tought for me especially the conditions for me to follow. One for sure i have to fly before 30th september 2007. Next year I should be in UK insyaALLAH....emm a bit challenge for me...leave my family...***SOB***.....I met my KJ (ketua Jabatan of marketing and management ) i got the thesis entitled..its "Operational Scheduling in Malaysia for 'make to order' Company"..its tought for me since i am completed my masters in marketing... So, for these two months i need to do: 1) sit for english test 2) finish up my proposal 3) search for university in UK ( my KJ recommed me at Lancester University but i got to deal wit one of the lecturer to be my supervisor..Prof Dr Linda Hendry..wat a coincidence her name just like mine..hehehehehe) 4) BTN (biro tatanegara) 5) VISA and Passport

PHD.....

alhamdullilah i just received the official letter from KUSTEM to further my study at overseas..i m given 6 months to complete my PHD proposal and search for my place to study.....arrhhhh so much2 works to do...but how do i want to say NO..this is my dream...i just tried my best to achieve my dream..at the same time m also gonna busy with my wedding preparation......my frens any place do you suggest me to study?....

Hari pertama raya

Hari raya pertama disambut begitu sederhana berbanding tahun sebelumnya...kalini kami sekeluarga balik ke kampung belah bapak melawat nenek saya yang dengar khabaryer dah menjalani pembedahan mata..n surprisedly, mata nenek belah kanan dah buta..sedihnya..... perjalanan ke kampung mengambil masa 2jam setengah...sesampai jer kat kampung terus cari nenek kat umah akak bapak...tapi dia tak ader kat situ..dia dah pi umah abang bapak...jadi kamipun decided pegi ke umah abang bapak yang satu lagi..pakcik rahman...... rumah pakcik rahman adalah umah nenek saya yang sebenar.....umah dia skang tengah renovate...cuba lihat gambar sebelah kiri...itulah umah nenek.....dah lepak almost an hour kat situ, kami brtolak ke umah abang bapak yang lagi satu....pakcik asnawi...kat situlah nenk saya berada skang...... dah sampai di sana, terus jumpa nenek...tapi tak dapat recognize kita orang bab dia dah tak nampak....so sad : (....kita orang cakap ngan diapun dah tak seperti dulu....

Breaking Fast and Bowling competition

rasayer dah lama tak jumpa kawan2 BFIN....dah jumpa hari tu..tergambar kegembiraan yang teramat..walaupun almost of ex-BFIN students tak dapat menghadirkan diri...but its still meriah..espcially bila KAPTEN kita orang turun padang sama...sapa agi kalau bukan DEDz....lebih kurang 6 of us dah berkumpul pada pukul 7.15pm...then after 10 minutes breaking the fast another 2 our frens came up...MUJE N ABEH....we're breaking the fast at PIZZA restaurant...it was fun and cheers..we sharing many stories...one that surprised me safira is tied the knot....WOW....after enjoying the food for almost 30 minutes, we went to pray...n then toward to bowling center..we're going to have a competition..PERGH!...i hate so much playing bowling cos i'm not good enough in that game.. we were separated in two groups..first group were me, wani (shell), shafira n azhar..while, the other team was abe,muje, dedz n wani-king....as the result, my team was lost...(*Sob*)..n for sure im the one who responsible for the lost...after all, it was fun and happy meeting all my frens.. : )

selamat tinggal kak cma

Pada 20hb adalah hari terakhir kak cma (bertudung merah jambu)bekerja di SAL College...selepasni dia akan mula bekrja di Kulim....selama mengenali kak cma, orangyer sensitif, kuat menolong orang n ready to critise in whatever she dislikes...apapun mengenali yer for almost 6 months is enough for me to know who she....kak cma thanks for everything n do keep in touch.

sincere comments from my frens

i've just read my fren's comments on "bosannyer", rita n zafi....anyway thanks for such touch advised...ya maybe i was too hungry at that time..but this is the way how i express it!. i admit that im supposed not to share this story but i guess it was come straight from the bottom of my heart...i just don't know how to handle this situation, till at one stage i wanna cry...gusshhh..so bad of me...i tried tooo..but it wasn't work! n this day i was cried becos of that!.....i tried not to cry but i did..not only becos of this messy thing but also becos of my work..so terrible...i was caught with these probs....really teribble..alhamdullilah..just now, i went back by taxi not with her...i relaxed my mind.....now im fresh and ready to face her again....alhamdullilah...ya the moral of the story is always stand with your own decision...

Raya...huhu..

eidul fitri is comin again..but this time is quite different since im gonna go back to sabah on 22th october compared to last year. N for sure, this year i m goona celebrate with not much money in poket...ahaiks.well ,preparation not much since my mother will always the busiest one to prepare for raya stuff. I guess this raya my new baju raya will be recycled.. i mean goona use last year baju raya....but this raya i want to buy new kasut raya..my last bought shoes was from clarks

  . .love the collection of clarks ...last few days, i saw the collection of scholl shoes..was very nice n more feminin..it was pink colour..hope i could buy it for this raya....about kuih raya..ya it was also like last year..tempah from my mum's friends..but my mom told me that try to buat kuih makmur... : (...really hate to buat kuih raya but love the cakes, otherwise. oh ya this coming raya my family plan to have a vacation in somewhere (have't decided) yahooo.......want to rest..so tired with my job in office. once i back from my cuti raya, im going to be attached at MIIM (akademi TV3) with new position..i guess wat  i m goona handle the academic site...: )..huhu..really leceh one.but i wish i can coop with the new position...insyaALLAH..klah fren gonna stop my figures to write more..oh ya its already enter the 10 days of malam lailatulqadar...so hope that my frens...do more sunnat pray and recite quran..insyaallah Allah will bless us with HIS rahmat and berkah...n our dreams will come true if we pray all these last 10 days....got to go...caucincau